When you go to sleep, you suddenly become aware that you have a body… The feelings are not blocked by the constant mental activity, by being busy… and you start to feel the mites.
You itch. You feel the crawling… depending on the type of mites you have, on your face, on your ear lobes, in your ear… your eyes.
Or underneath your body… where it touches the sheet.
Or where the blanket touches your body…
Or in your anal area
your vaginal area…
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I’m a 67 year old woman.
I’ve had to live with sometimes unbearable itching, with doctors staring at my female parts under strong surgical lights, 3 surgeries …
The reason is that there is an undetected epidemic of biting spider mites that reproduce in the vaginal canal (and also in the anus) and when they are born, they bite, and they itch … I mean ITCH!
But if itchiness were the most awful thing they do, I probably would not be publishing this blog.
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One of the dubious benefits of being an empath is that you can observe your enemy deciding to double their efforts to survive through their offspring.
Yesterday I did something (I share what it is in the membership (paid) section of the site), that made a serious dent in the spider mite population that lives in and on me. I mean decimating their population with just one application that I can repeat and repeat until they are all gone… just a bad memory. At least, that is my plan. I knock on wood that this is it… I don’t even have energy to laugh, although I slept a full night for the first time in at least a few months, or maybe the second?
Anyway, I woke up without the now familiar and expected back pain. My body felt like someone else’s body… interesting feeling.
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I felt that something is living in my intestinal track, maybe even my gall bladder…
I muscle tested what it was, and it wasn’t fluke, amoeba, or a worm… but yet, the muscle test said: something is living in my intestinal track, and diatomaceous earth muscle tested yes.
Then I muscle tested… more like guessed like in the guessing game: 20 questions… After all muscle testing is a yes/no “game.” I found that “spider mite” and the nymph of a spider mite consistently came up a yes. Information on the internet doesn’t agree with that, but hey, maybe the information is wrong, maybe I am wrong… we’ll find out, won’t we?
So for about 10 days I took diatomaceous earth in water twice a day, and that’s probably what kept the spider mites in check… because once I stopped… because I didn’t quite know what was inside me, the biting in the vaginal/anal area began in earnest.
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The mites project is whipping my ass…
I thought I would report to you on how the mites project is going.
If tonight is an indication of how I am doing: I haven’t gained any ground… I am itching, uninvited guests are swarming on me, and I feel absolutely powerless over it.
All hope is not lost yet… something I ordered is being sent, slowly, from Southern Florida… and I am just one hour south of the Canadian border… grrr.
Of course, I have hopes… And we shall see… I am not giving up, the alternative is killing myself. Imagining my life remaining like this makes it clear: I have to win at this.
also… Writing the report on fighting the mite epidemic has been murder…
It started seven months ago. I accidentally discovered that I have mites living in my ears.
I searched the web and did what I found. I followed instructions. Nothing worked… At that point I had no idea that they live all over me… Until I did.
My insomnia suddenly started to make sense… the crawling sensation on my body, on my head, on my face… it was real, and I was in trouble.
It took me a few more months before I discovered that there are billions of people like me… and many of them have made their struggle public…
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Coughing and sneezing are designed by the body as a strategy to eject an intruder. Mucus membranes overflow and cover the offending object, the intruder, and then a lot of air is to push it out.
The question is: what is the offending object?
Instead of just labeling this phenomenon as “I have allergies” consider that a little observation, a little awareness, a little witnessing can make a huge difference.
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